Ah, really. . When will I begin to learn, without using the excuse of school and other factors that shouldn't be displayed.
The time is 01:39 and I've somehow managed to pass the point of 'no return'
. . In this case, I've lost the will to even hope for any rest tonight. I've got class tomorrow though, in all honesty there's not a whole lot to be excited for.
I had a four day weekend since last week too, I told myself. . "Ah, Tao. . You really need to finish homework early, then study and somewhere in between enjoy just a bit of the time."
I decided to lay back and enjoy the flow, although without responsibilities in mind, not money. . not schoolwork, nothing that really relates to the real world. . at least, reality before me.
I suppose, it's safe to say it wasn't so bad, after all.
Although the longer that I'm here, I cannot help but wonder how much longer it'll be until I'm on my way out. I'm not home now either, I'm staying at my cousin's apartment for the night because school tomorrow, it's much closer and saves me the traffic too. I also enjoy the comfort and peace, in many cases, I can't help but enjoy the simplistic room over the one back at home.
The window is open too and I believe there's little to no chance of a bug getting inside, the screen doesn't have any holes like the one back home. The fresh air is quite nice, I can breathe and perhaps that's more than enough.
It's only 01:45 and somehow I can feel the dullness of my eyes starting to grow tired, my body is constantly telling me things and I've continued to ignore it time and time again. I wonder, why would any individual to that? 秘密, eh?
I'm surrounded by people here, although I really don't mind this gravity of solitude.
Come to think of it, just wondering about the near future is a bit addicting.
I choose not to think of anything else in the moment, perhaps a mystery is worth looking forward to, don't you think? I could be wrong about that though, it could be interpreted in any context, good and bad is possible.
Hmm. . Maybe college isn't a huge majority of wasted time in classes that don't really peak the interest of a young adult, lol.
Okay, but all jokes aside, it's the way of the system and a means of getting "ahead in life"
The new year has only just started, I'll make sure to update much more frequently too
本当にごめんなさい. . I'll hope to find a resolve in my inability to follow through with my statements, although if by some chance that isn't the case. . Again, 本当にごめんなさい . .
Thank you for the continued support, between my main blog and my 2nd blog (taohyun-review.blogspot.com) I've been receiving quite a mass of new visitors. . From all over the globe, it's surreal to say the least.
I hope soon enough, I'll be able to expand the content that I offer in my blog. I won't go too much into detail, since I've mentioned it before in another blog entry. Let's hope that day comes soon, certainly before the following new year.
Ah, I've launched my YouTube Channel, click here - if you would like to check that out.
If you don't follow me on instagram, you likely haven't seen my latest entry. .
In that case. . Happy Lunar New Year!
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